Poem of the Month

April 2012 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, April 3rd, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Written by Robert Shelby who served as the second Poet Laureate of Benicia, 2008-2012.  Next reading is May 1st at 6:30 pm.

 

Backyard Saga

The snail, like a pop-eyed Chinese lion

folds in and out of its spirally armored mane,

gliding on ovate belly, a foot

like a shielded Viking ship.  The figurehead

elaborately bows through swells, weighing

from side to side.  Flakes of sunlight

flock on its irridescent dome

while over the seacalm jungle lawn

trees throw a motley shadow gown.

 

A bubble drifting through the drowse

of wee, discrminiated woods, accelerating

to keep up with shade, the wayside

bides its time toward faint and darkening

escarpments of the back porch steps

beyond the rising moon of a sandbox-

burnished, thrown down gravy spoon.

 

--Robert M. Shelby, 1970s/10-3-11.

 

 

 

March 2012 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, March 6th, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Written by M'Rell Wong.

I'll Be Missing You

1.  You once told me you loved me.  You gave me wings shaped as dreams, put it into my chest, & I flew every single time tht you told me that you cared about me.  Like somehow I was special to someone.

2.  All I wanted was to be yours & hopefuly with that you would be mine... but,

3.  You went left and forced me to go right and when you left you promised me it was the right thing to do.

4.  I've come to the conclusion that I was never anything special.  I was just like your f#@$ing option!

5.  You were my daydreams!

6.  I let my walls down!

7.  I made you my world so you could be a part of my universe.  I shot you the stars making a wish that somehow maybe someway you would be mine.  I gave you my all.

8.  Was the number of days you stopped talking to me before Valentine's day.  Maybe you never really love me.

9.  Maybe I never really loved you!

11.  Maybe when you love someone you don't just leave and expect them to find the easy way back into a life filled without love!

11. I skipped 10 because I can't think straight without you.

12.  I said 11 twice, like the time, hoping that my wishes of you would come true.

If I could I would download your voice into my rib cage and let your vibrations be the beat to my heart.  I would replay the moment you first told me you loved me.

You stole my dreams from out of my chest, and the depression collided with every rib that harnessed all the happy emotions I ever had for you.  It weighed down to the pit of my stomach and crushed all those gorgeous pterodactyls.  You tore those wings shaped as dreams & stripped me of flight.  I felt you twist and pull your arrow from my heart, felt the emptiness, felt the hole you left me and knew that there would always be a missing part of me that could never be filled.

Like a lazy Sunday afternoon, I was yours whenever you felt it.  I spoke the sunlight in your lips until I understood angel words.  I whispered shooting stars peeled from the night sky into your every wish.  Why couldn't you hear me?  I was practically screaming.  I was so much louder back then.

You always wanted me to be real with you, well you had me when our eyes first played freeze tag.  I never wanted to stop being it.  I never wanted to stop chasing you, and to be honest I still don't.

 

 

February 2012 Poem(s) of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, February 7th, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Haiku written by John Hamling. 

1.

The older couple

at the graves are holding hands

swaying as leaves fall

 

2.

Zazen garden, one

thought after another, space

growing between thoughts

 

3. 

Fall's snow disappears

on flower petals, flowers

disappear in snow

 

4. 

One letter difference

womb to tomb just a little

breath separates them

 

January 2012 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, January 3rd, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Poem written by John D. Berry.

Librarianship

 

Information is relevant,

With organization.

 

Information is old,

Found in Double Helix.

 

Information is mutable,

Endless new combinations.

 

Information is adaptable,

Look at complex you.

 

Information can be new,

Technology creates adaptation.

 

Information solves problems,

Which may be gone or present.

 

Information is managed,

In double helix, in print, in electrons.

 

We are all Libraries,

And Librarians.

 

Some of us even have degrees.

 

John D. Berry, Benicia, 2012

 

 

December 2011 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, December 7th, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Poem written by Jady Montgomery.

O' Elephants


Patiently they move over vast seas of land

observing rituals of herds before them.

In circles they pray over the dead, the young

who survive close inside, learning how its done.

They make time for nothing but play and laughter,

it is true, and all the while remembering

the swathes they cut, every tract, the way back home

and who was friend, who foe, even who was owed.

 

November 2011 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, November 1st, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Poem written by Nancy Schroeder.

Leaving

 

I've raked the poplar leaves

into a large pile.

There they sit, day after day.

 

No little girl to run through them

in turn with me

Creating star patterns on the lawn

Only to regather them

make a big tall heap

And play again

Or maybe just jump on in

and on the count of three

Throw handfuls up in the air

raining leaves and laughing.

 

I miss my little girl

and I am so proud

of the young woman she's become.

Soon she's leaving home.

 

The grass beneath the leaves

is dying.

 

Nancy RG Schroeder

October 1998

 

October 2011 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, October 4th, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Poem written by Don Peery.

Alone In the Pool

 

She is alone in the pool, standing,

water up to her breasts, her shoulders

bare, the pool water splashing left

then right in time with the ship

rolling right then left in time

with the sea.  Under the brim

of my hat I look up from my book, looking

over my glasses, not raising my head,

to see her looking up to me.

She is alone in the pool, the deckhands

working, securing lounges and chairs

against the night of our disuse.

She is alone in the pool and I

am alone with my book.  Perhaps

I will find my voice before

she decides the air is too cold

or that I am too old to be of interest.

She is alone in the pool and I

have other commitments made, a schedule

to keep.  She is alone in the pool

I shrug, look down, and turn a page....

 

September 2011 Poem of the Month

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, September 6th, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.  Poem written by Joseph Martino.

Untitled birdsmouth

 

All that sweat, all that energy, all those nails all that booze...

A future generation of grandpas had to toil with rigor and immediate skill to perform their sloping task of protection two or three stories above an unlaid sidewalk.

Side by side they marked and cut and assembled with friend and enemy alike to transform a pile of rough sawn timbers amidst the frenzy of blades and dust and hammers.

That was a long time ago, long before anyone from my generation was even given a syllable. And today I stand at the base of one of those triangles marveling at their accuracy

hypotenusing all around me.

With the care and fear of a visitor to the wild, a reticent finger brushes along the dorsal needles of unfinished grain, temporarily ignoring any urgency perceived by instinctive caution.

Originally, it would have seemed easy to stand and admire intellectually at a safe distance what results the securities of dedication ad deliberation were capable of.  Only this time I was on the business end of the machinery and somewhere in my boss' pocket a watch piece was ticking.

Ticking away the minutes I would feel guilt for not producing, assembling, connecting the expected pieces together, way up there out of reach above the last platform.

But it was my job.

And I must do it.

Or die.

 

 

June 2011 Poem of the month 

Selected from those who read on Tuesday, June 7, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering

 

HUMMINGBIRD (in Spanish and English)

Ya no vienes más, colibri

 

Ya no vienes más, colibri

a alborotar la mañana quietecita.


Tus alitas,

diminutas esmeraldas y safiros,

no se confunden más

con los destellos dorados del sol

ni le roban un suspiro al astro rey.


Ya no vienes más, colibri,

a alborotar la mañana quietecilla,

revoloteando y buscando,

 bajo aquel frondoso árbol,

la codiciada roja florecilla.

 

Ya no vienes más, colibri

a alborotar la mañana quietecita,

disparando besitos, como Cupido,

a cambio del dulce, dulce néctar prometido.

 

Ya no vienes más colibri

a alborotar la mañana quietecita,

y a robarme una sonrisita.

 

Tu vuelo, 

colibri,

fugaz y efimero,

como la Felicidad,

viene sin avisar, 

y muy rápido se va.

You don't come any more.

 

You don't come anymore,

little hummingbird,

to rufle the quiet serenity of the morning.

 

Your tiny wings,

emeralds and saphires,

don't get tangled any more

with the sunshine,

nor do they steal any sighs

from the impatient sun. 

 

You don't come anymore,

little hummingbird,

to rufle the quiet serenity of the morning, 

fluttering around the big big tree

in search of that coveted red red flower.

 

You don't come anymore,

little hummingbird,

to rufle the quiet serenity of the morning

to blow tiny kisses,

 like Cupid's arrows,

in exchange for the sweet promised nectar.

 

You don't come anymore,

little hummingbird,

to brighten the quiet serenity of the morning,

and steal a smile from me.

 

Your visit, little hummingbird,

like Happiness,

comes unannounced...

and, swiftly, 

disappears...

August, 2008

Monica Tapiarene

 

May 2011 Poem of the Month

For My Sons:


Sleeping at Your House


I sleep well at your house

Curving into the covers

As you once curled inside me

Kicking eagerly to get out

 

Between us, an invisible bond

To see you is

To want to touch you

The flesh

Your father and I created

 

You ran with it

Stretching, pulling, flexing

Look what I've got!

Can I take it outside?

It's mine, now

You can't have it back

 

All is as it should be

You on your own

Me, fading

Less pertinent than wife and children

Just as it ought to be

 

I never walk away from you

Without the weight of loss

Waiting to hold

What I cannot

And should not own

 

But cannot breathe without

 

Lois Requist

 

April 2011 Poem of the Month

 

AMERICAN DREAM

Dreams are a disease to the poor boys' spirit

Killing, Listen

you can't hear it

spreading malignantly all over his soul

devouring his hopes

his achievements

his goals

So what

he'll live to be a happy old man

but what of his dreams

He's an American

 

--Bobby Richardson

March 2011 Poem of the Month

selected from those who read at the March 1st, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.

NAMELESS SOLDIER

 

They were born in order, lived in chaos

and died in order to be free.

Their names were taken from them.

for they were songs too beautiful

for a living being to hear.

They are the ones that would die

but somehow live through the

rest of time.

 

They are the nameless soldiers

and I salute them.

Elijah Martin, Benicia Middle School student

 

 

 

February 2011 Poem of the Month

selected from those who read at February 1st, First Tuesday Poetry Gathering.

 

Above the Carquinez

When clouds remember themselves

in one of their former shapes

as they float through fall air

down the Carquinez Strait

that on this green day

resembles a wide,

gray river of stone,

they lift into lightness

and revel in separateness,

going over the memory

of how close they used to be,

condensed then as weight

walled in by land's boundaries

they've once more outgrown.

--Sherry Sheehan

 

January 2011 Poem of the Month

Read by Joel Fallon at the January 4th, FIRST TUESDAY POETRY GATHERING.

 

Did You?

Did you hear far-off thunder in the night

and then the whisper of the rain?

 

Did you come to me silently in early morning

darkness and lie beside me?

 

Did you push aside the sheet

and caress away the years?

 

Did you press your lips to my shoulder

and give me your breasts?

 

If not you,

who the hell was that?

 

Joel Fallon

Copyright © 29 September 2010

 

December 2010 Poem of the Month

Read by ALICE FAHY-SALERNO at the December 7th, FIRST TUESDAY POETRY GATHERING.

 

NOT-SO-HEROIC COUPLETS

I do not sense within myself the power

Of heroism in disaster's hour.

I fear that, when confronted I would quail

And turn quisling when the pliers touched my nail.

Trust me with no great secrets of the State.

I've not the strength to hold a nation's fate 

Within these hands.

But say this, when I'm gone,

Your hand politely poised to hid a yawn,

 

She had, at least, the clear, quixotic strength

To face her wayward life across its length

And call it good, and worthy of its pains

For compensations made by summer rains

And winters crisp with Christmases and chill

And patient loves who had the grace to fill

Her years.  Decisively, she set determined sights

On cosmic joys, small hugs and peaceful nights.

 

No statues were erected to her fame,

No ballads set to music by her name.

Yet she possessed the daring to delight

In all the years that came before her night.

 

Alice Fahy-Salerno

 

November 2010 Poem of the Month

Read by BRUCE MOODYat the November 2nd, FIRST TUESDAY POETRY GATHERING. 

 

Praise

 God doesn't need your praise.  The only reason He wants you to give it to Him is so you won't give it to yourself.

 

The old poems show a crying stag

standing in clover searching

for his mate.

 

"Don't worry. Your tears

tell you

all you need to know

and also where you need to look.

 

"That's right,

that's where she is,

right inside you there.

Think how lovely are her eyes

and how her bobbing tail

enraptures the very moon.

That thin white stripe down her back,

The cool dewy purse of her nose.

 

"Oh, yes, recite all her wonders as you weep.

Time will use your practice well,

my buck, when one day you 

will kneel down on your haunches

and sing

a tearless gratitude

for being alive

Just like this."

 

˜ ˜ ˜ 

Bruce Moody

6:55 AM Saturday 25 September 2010